To Peter, my love.
To Maxxie, my soulmate.
To Rozalind, my infinite dream…
I will miss you for the remainder of my cursed existence.
Even my happiest memories are full of shadows.
— b.s. - ‘excerpt from a suicide note I forgot I wrote’
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Am I that ugly no one will ever love me openly freely boundlessly is it impossible am I that gross am I too unique I see no beauty in my soul no grit no only ugliness only my duck walk only ridicule all the things that have made me hate the world
I’m not 100% positive what just happened but darling, keep your head up. If she struggled with a heroine addiction there is clearly a lot going on with her, and if she cannot truly love herself she cannot love someone else. There really isn’t anything you can do to change that and it won’t matter how much of yourself you pour into her. I know it is hard but try to focus this love on someone who can love you. I promise you that someone is out there, no matter how hidden from you, but I promise they are looking for you too. All of the best fairy tales begin with someone who feels alone, because to truly cherish the love you will have you will have to know how it feels to suffer without it. Things will get better, you will find love, you just have to brave the storm first.
Her name my heart sinks it sinks so deep. I want to love like that again boundless and forgiving but I don't want to hurt this bad I want to be more than a friend I'm sorry but I'm not a little boy I want things I want to count I want consideration
Didn't have to be a whore to keep a dude around I tried so hard I put up with everything you could imagine I loved her for her and i Don't think I can ever love again I don't think I can let another name become an anchor on my heart every time I hear
She chose heroin over me and it makes me sad I love her and I'm alone it's four am and I don't want anyone Else I want her I want the girl I loved I want her so bad it isn't fair and I never even made an advance towards her I tried to show her she
when I'm completely alone I think about how she left me I think did she ever really care ? I loved her more than earth but I couldn't saveher I don't know what i could have done she never called she fell off the earth
The world is too hard right now.